Lyrics

Chorus
I’ve been down for a while, but everyday ain’t a holiday
It’s like I’m lost in a crowd, and it’s hard to find my way
I spent all day thinking, and some late nights drinking
And even though I’m save, saved by grace
Everyday ain’t a holiday

Verse 1
Smiles don’t last forever, and everyday ain’t a holiday
So many rough days the good days feel out of place
The weight of my stress, reflect on my face
Try to vent it, for I feel it build into a rage
The demons I face, they use me like stage
I feel ashamed but for them it’s like a holiday
I need you Lord God, I need you right away
To let your Spirit wash me clean and fill this empty space
It’s been a long hard road so God forgive me
You feel so far away, but I know you hear me
If you hear my prayers say something please
I’m to desperate stand, bent down on my knees I’m shook
Just hoping my prayers ain’t overlooked
Trying it on my own, one fall was all it took
To know I still need a savior, I still need God
Surrender all God, I give you my heart, Lord I need you

Chorus
I’ve been down for a while, but everyday ain’t a holiday
It’s like I’m lost in a crowd, and it’s hard to find my way
I spent all day thinking, and some late nights drinking
And even though I’m save, saved by grace
Everyday ain’t a holiday

Verse 2a
Just takes a stumble and fall, it’s so easy to lose it all
When your flesh starts to rise, it’s hard to hold it down
I found, so many answers in that good book
Deserve my full attention, all I give it is a quick look
And keep it stepping, still unanswered questions
Got me fighting in my sleep, and I’m fighting without a weapon
Feel a hole big as Texas, inside of my heart
They digging in trying to pull me apart, Lord I need you

Verse 2b
When you’re lost you gone find that there’s trouble sometimes
Just to open your eyes and see, the truth and reality
And all that you mean to me, and all that you’ve done for me, yeah
Oh I need you Lord

Chorus
I’ve been down for a while, but everyday ain’t a holiday
It’s like I’m lost in a crowd, and it’s hard to find my way
I spent all day thinking, and some late nights drinking
And even though I’m save, saved by grace
Everyday ain’t a holiday…everyday ain’t a holiday